Sunday, October 03, 2004

ywam-20 unpleasant day at home

Title: [Y]outh.[W]ith.[A].[M]isson. part 20

[Local bachelor - our Singapore wam hehe]

some unpleasent stuff happened at home
soo pissed off..
but the holy spirit came in quite strong.. holding me there
otherwise some unspeakable things might had happen..

the spirit kept prompting me to recall something
and not focusing on the unpleasent stuff tat is going on at
tat moment..and then.. i remembered..
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i actually quitely told myself on sat nitez (more like sunday morning,
after jon spoke to me)how i wish i can be close to God again..
really wanna leave the burden behind..

yet another side is warning and tempting me of unpleasent thing tat might happened

of coz i got a bit freak out..
but challenge God a bit..
told him,these time i wan to know, really know tat
u are allowing the things tat is going to happen,
so tat i will immediately turn to u
and lets see how u going to keep me strong..

i didn't pray or really mean it..
i jsut treat it as some thoughts..
God u Are reallie good.. and powerful

so am going to challenge again..
going to stopped showing my blog until i accomplish
*something*.. great challenge.. and
mean while tis blog will be a prove of ur greatness!!
amen..

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